still, others othered often bothered…
the key to inner pieces
the one who follows to pick them up
same thoughts in different brains, different times
change afoot and up to no good
splices in all sizes
torn apart asunder
excuses for all causes
ripped away to wonder
what excuse has the universe,
to be as it as and not other?
oh crap, stilted and sinking, slipping indistinctly
- the most cutting of fleetings
yet each last second in comfort more precious still till
SNAP!
the end of the line has finally materialised
shifting, value-uncentred, the spread of technology,
out, burn, in, burn,
twisted wrangling indifferent spindled,
rolled in boxes and marched to the edges
oh bollox oh bollox oh
heart beset on all sides by the humdrum of heavy beats
restart, reset, repeat
what the heck,
and what the heck the last time, and the time before that… the same heck to feck
validation not included
the flapping crow is swallowed by the embrace of waiting outstretched tree limbs
the price of the penalty pursued passed by
the price of desertion left alone left idle
who, who and why,
spit a hard spit and sell off your kit.
nothings added up, added up, time to leave and get to bed and fail again tomorrow.
that burning removed, improved, shot down and
and
and (soak it up till sagging burst)
psssh! Toss words away,
no value left to give
I am reborn, again, and am stupid
I will have to relearn the other kind of stupidity
The less naive and more designed
Habit inhibit and hide
enough of this raggedy fatalism!
Kerboom!! (restart, reset, repeat)